| Monday, November 10th, 2008 |
| 9:55 am |
/sigh
This just in. Barack Obama is very very very cool. The fact that he is President-Elect is way cooler. But the man is not Jesus. So chill. Dig? |
| Saturday, August 23rd, 2008 |
| 4:51 am |
Ok. I'm sold.
I have, with the few of you I've spoken to about this, made no bones about my uncertainties concerning Barack Obama. It's 5am and I haven't gone to bed yet so I'm not gonna go into too great detail here. Suffice it to say that by tapping Joe Biden as VP Obama has made a choice to go with someone who will be an enormous asset as he runs the country, instead of picking someone on the merits of political gamesmanship. It's the kind of choice I've been waiting for. It confirms the promise of his oratory, which echoes the potential that Bobby Kennedy showed in his brief campaign before being gunned down. Obama is the real deal. More later when I've had sleep. |
| Monday, December 31st, 2007 |
| 10:15 pm |
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| 10:14 pm |
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| Monday, July 16th, 2007 |
| 11:42 am |
not a poem. more self therapy
"You are fucking beautiful. I have more to say, but not here- except I love you, which I'm not afraid to say anywhere." ... "more to say" (of course) came later and (of course) i refused to hear it. though to be fair she refused to actually speak the words (to me at least) ... "i find you repulsive" "it was a mistake to ever sleep with you" "i can't stand being around you anymore" "you make me sick" "don't touch me, it makes my skin crawl" "i don't want you near me" "i wish you would leave me alone" "you are so ugly" ... while slow to recognize these truths at first (i totally get it now) ... and (of course) i feel betrayed it makes me want to shrivel and fucking die it makes me want to shout warnings from the rooftops it makes me so.. so fucking sad. and it makes me wonder whether you only hang around because you've nowhere else to go.. and that makes me even sadder because if thats it.. if that's all then it was entirely a lie and not just the part where you said you wanted me ... i am a monster. i get it. i tried to force you to love me (not with my hands) but with my heart ... i will never make that mistake again. ... that's it. i'm fucking done now bitch. |
| Saturday, July 7th, 2007 |
| 6:30 pm |
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| Saturday, September 30th, 2006 |
| 10:46 am |
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i regret nothing. (but damn it hurts.) |
| Wednesday, September 6th, 2006 |
| 11:35 am |
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| Monday, May 29th, 2006 |
| 3:44 am |
Yoyos and a bottle of tums.
So I'm still waiting for the new book to be released. Which is bumming me out. Taking its sweet ass time on the account that the publisher is very very small. The third book is coming along. I'm probably going to close the store soon. Need to get a straight job to support the householde that is reforming. Hopefully all will be well by the end of June. I've got to do some hustling between now and then to make ends meet. Anyone who's looking for a good deal on a laptop, let me know. I've got a nice Sony Vaio for sale. 2.8 ghz pentium 4 with a dvd combo drive, 512k of ram, and a 60gb hard drive I'm trying to get rid of. New battery. Missing two keys that can be ordered from sony. Doesn't really affect anything as you can still push the keys, the just dont have the labels. Is otherwise in great condition with a new aftermarket battery. The same laptop regularly goes for around 700 plus on ebay. Yours for 500 bucks. I had a job interview for a web designer position. Guy said I have about 80% of what he's looking for. Said he'd give me a call and let me know his decision next week, so fingers crossed. Could be decent enough paying to solve most of my financial tightness of late. And I'd get to work at something I actually enjoy. Nothing on the girl front at all. Sadly. Not like I'm really looking, but it'd be nice to get laid. Sigh. I'm getting older and probably need to realize I'm not gonna meet anyone on any workable romantic level going to the places I go. Any of the the decent women at the cafe (and surprisingly, there are a few that have perked my interest) are at least 10 years younger than I and just not interested in somebody who isnt a pretty boy with washboard abs. Sad but true. I turned 34 this year, and have been packing that extra 30 lbs too long to get rid of I fear. Doesn't help that I'm losing teeth either. The ravages of hard livin' and miles on miles. Adira is fantastic. She gets smarter every day. We've started her with a babysitter who spends learning time with her on a daily basis. And she gets more kid to kid interaction than she was before, which is a good thing in my book. I'm truly blessed by her presence in my life, and not really sure how I got along without the extra joy she brings along. I've started dicking around with some new music projects. We'll see how it goes. That's all here. Just anted to update for anyone who's paying attention. Peace love and kermit de frogs. Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Eyes like yours - Shakira |
| Sunday, March 26th, 2006 |
| 3:55 am |
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| Friday, March 17th, 2006 |
| 4:04 am |
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| Thursday, March 9th, 2006 |
| 2:55 am |
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| Saturday, March 4th, 2006 |
| 11:30 pm |
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 8:17 am |
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| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006 |
| 5:57 pm |
newsvine invites
i've go 18 invites left, for anyone who wants em. email me a request to my gmail account, dartagan and i'll get you in =) |
| 1:18 pm |
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| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 |
| 12:56 pm |
the candidate
 Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: Boxing ~ Ben Folds |
| Sunday, January 29th, 2006 |
| 2:12 am |
the candidate
 Current Mood:  groggyCurrent Music: "Cherry Road" ~ Martina Sorbara |
| Saturday, January 28th, 2006 |
| 1:20 am |
the candidate
 Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: "Down on Me" ~ Janis Joplin |
| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006 |
| 8:08 am |
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